Today I've actually felt good. Not in the way that I feel that I will be better all the time but things went my way today and even the things that didn't was dealt with a lot more ease than before. Maybe I'm reaching the point where I am feeling the results. Even got a date lined up.
Not masturbating is difficult though. Even when I go to the bathroom I feel a bit stimulation. The tiniest touch makes me want more. If the date goes well maybe I'll be ready for some stimulation after a while. But I'm not getting my hopes up because I'm not sure if I'm ready to open up emotionally again. It's been a hard couple of months or a bit less but it will probably just get easier. Seems that way at least.
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