It's been 20 days. I've been at home for 5 of those and life is finally making some sense. I am not as down as I've been before. I've started talking to other men and open myself to feel for them. I still think about my ex from time to time. I still wonder if sex will ever be as good as it was with him but I've decided that even if it isn't it will be with someone that loves me which will make it intimate and good because of that.
I miss having orgasms but I can keep going, I know I have it in me and it's not worth pleasuring myself and feeling like I'm doing something wrong. I'm not ready for it and maybe I'll never be but I'm saving myself for a while now. I think it's the best thing to do.
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