Only been in for 3 days and I am already struggling. Not because I have any sex drive because I have zero interest in sex at the moment. The reason for me struggling is because of a few reasons.
1) I am very depressed at the moment and everything feels wrong. When this has been the case previously I have masturbated to get a good feeling and it had helped me to unwind. Now I simply need to deal with my depression by myself.
2) I am extremely bored. I have nothing to do at the moment and therefore feel like I should stimulate myself.
3) I'm in physical pain and masturbation has helped me to distract myself from it before.
These issues were expected to come but I didn't realise it would be so soon. I don't feel horny at all. My libido is all the way down to almost minus but all I can think about is how masturbation has helped me previously.
I guess this is what makes it worth it though. I learn to find other things to do to distract myself and hopefully I will be able to find a way to deal with my depression and get myself out of this hell hole.
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