Today has been a good day. Not because life has become better or I've felt less alone but because I have found a way to feel less lonely and as obvious as it sounds the way is to surround yourself with people that care.
Sometimes when you hit that point where you think the only thing that could help you relax is masturbation you need to go out there and actually talk to people. Be more confident and actually have the courage to talk to a stranger.
Today I manage to flirt with our waiter. I didn't think I had it in me but I did. This made me feel strong, powerful and it even gave me the tiniest hope of that one day I will find a man that loves me instead of a man that breaks my heart and makes me believe that I will never have sex as good as it was with him.
I know that is ridiculous, it's not like he was a sex god but my libido is gone due to this. But today has been a good day.
Keep surrounding yourself with people you care about and that care about you. One day the feeling you have with them will take over of the feeling you have when you're alone.
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